Saturday, November 27, 2010

balik kg....

today lek kg......
kt phg.....mls la plax,,,,hahhahahah,,,,
borink kot dok sne,...xde tenet,,,no fb,,,no blog....no ym....
hahahahah...
sgt2 borink....tp xpew smggu jey kot....cian kt mek lau xlek tmn,,,,
mokcek nk mai kl...
so ak terpakse bkorban la...
agpom adib xde skunk...dye de exam kt uum....
hahahah.....
lau adib de mau kne pk 2 3 x gak whether nk lek ke x....
hahaahhah....
wish me all da best ek...supaya ak xmti kebosanan...agpom ak da bli novel.......hahahhaha...
kre ok la 2...ley ak berangan jd heroin kot...
hahahhah.........

Friday, November 26, 2010

tekejot......!!!!!!!!!!

sgt2 tekejot.....
sbb nye tetbe smlm hady kol ak......setelah berbulan2 ak xckp gn dye...
kn ak pena gdo gn geng2 claz dye....
2 ak mls nk lyn,,,,
dye ckp dye tkot nk tgr ak sbb mse ak 2 ak grang...
hahhaah...
br taw ble ak ngamok cm ne.....
dye ckp ak pena tengking dye....
yekew??????????.....ak pom da xegat...hahahah
besa la 2 bile ak gah mrh mmg cm ak ley wt,,,smpi ak pom xsdr ak da termarah kt dye...
sorie la nk wt cm ne....
mmg time 2 ak da cm nek antu.....ahahahah
just  lpekn jey la...mls nk pk...
ak da pnt sgt2.....
nk pk bnda 2 da,,,,,

my bestfwen,,,,,,,

 ha.....niey nme dye imi..tp ak pggl dye kurus....npe kurus???????? korunk tgk pom da taw kn npe ak pggl dye krs kn....hahahah...
dye niey bek benanye....npk jey cm garang niey,,,,best jd mbe dye.....bg pndpt yg jjr la....
slalu dok dgr cte ak yg merepek2 niey....
ak kn,,,taw jey la cm ne....pape pom dye mmg sorunk secret keeper yg terbaik la.....di import khas dr kok lanas au,,,kt kelate jey de,,,,lau nk gk g la msok uitm mace dlu,,,br jpe saem cm dye niey....
hahahah...tp lau sape2 yg sngle ley la ngorat dye...dye romantik au....caring....tp dye lyn gul yg come2 jey...lau de sape2 yg ase dye come sila la mek borang gn ak ek....hahahah...
dlu ak pom xtaw dye niey bek....kekdg wat skt ati jey...
tp caya la ble da knl.....mst korunk rase untg nye de mbe cm dye.....
jgn jelez,,,ak la insan bertuah 2....heheh...
 ha,,,,,,yg kt sblh niey lax nme dye pejal...dye mmg sorunk saem yg ley arap la....sng mntx tlg.....dye la antra insan bertuah yg slalu kne marah gn ak sbb slalu xmai claz.....cm mak dye lax dok bebel....tp dye redha jey....hahahah...
2 ak ske 2......ak mbe gn dye dr part1 ag,,,,,
kelakar pom de....ble ase stress cr la dye,,,sure cool la pas 2,,,,kelakar.....pdgr yg bek...slalu dok dgr cte dongeng ak...mmg xmlu la lau cte kt dye,,,and dye la satu2 nye boy yg pena dgr ak ngs....hahahah...mlu gak la....ak syukur dpt knl dye....mmg sorunk mbe yg bek....i will never 4get him...
niey lax buah ati pengarang jantung ak la....intan payung...emas...sme dye la....niey la mbe yg sgt2 bek gn ak....siang mlm asik gn dye la...smpi bf ak pom jelez gn dye....hahahah....teah nme dberi....lau dye xde mmg down la,,,,ag sggp ilang bf la dr ilang dye....
dye la tutor ak tok subjek far....
ak mmg xley idop tnpa dye,,,,,
syyyyyyyggggggggggggggg   sgggggggggggt kt dye..... 
 jeng2,,,,,niey la partner ak.....partner stdy n tdow,,,,ak gn dye la antra yg plg mls lam group ak..kre ble ak tdow 2 mst dye tmn la....kteorg mmg xley stay pas subuh...mmg geng la....kak ilah nme dberi....umo 24.....tua da...lau ak de abg da lme ak kenen kn kt dye....dye da cm akak ak....yg plg pntg dye la org yg plg ak hormat kt uitm 2,,,,,ble dye ckp sure ak dgr,,lau org len mmg ak lawan la....lau gn dye ak mmg senyap jey....i loooooooovvvvvvveeeeeeee herrrrr so much la......
 hey,,hey.....niey la adk ak...yg slalu gado gn ak....ble xgado gn dye ak ase cm nk dmam la...lau xmarah dye sehari cm ak xmkn la....dye la dak plg kelakar yg pena ak knl....
ak sgt2 syyyyyyyygggggggggggg dye.....
ak ley migrain lau xkenak dye.....
hahahah......nme dye syiha,,,,,ak knl dye dr part 1 ag...kre da 3 thn da la knl dye.....cm2 pragai dye ak da dpt knl pasti......hahahahah


yg kt sblh imi niey buyi nme dberi....dye pom ak pggl kurus gak...dye slalu pggl ak gemok....dye niey penasihat ak la krenye.....hahaah
lau pape ak mst rujuk kt dye la....dye de gewe nme ain...ain pom bek gn ak...slalu dgr luahan ati ak...
hahaha...tp pix dye xde la....ak pom da xegat cm ne ak ley knl buyi niey,,,,tp yg pasti nye pndpt ak tntg dak2 kelate sgt2 len...xcm yg korunk sgke,,,,dorunk bek sebenanye,,,,try korunk dok kelate,,,,mst dpt ase pe yg ak ase...caye la....ssh nk cr mbe cm dorunk niey,,,,,lau da berkawan sifat kekwnan dorunk niey sgt2 kuat.....slg bntu mbntu,,,,sempoi...cm2 la.....ak sgt2 bertuah dpt knl dorunk niey...jgn la jelez ek....idop ak berwarna warni dgn wujudnye dorunk lam idop ak,,,,,hehehehehe.....i love u all damn much....
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Biar ku paparkan apa yang terjadi
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Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya

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Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka
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Setakat di bibir saja sayang

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Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepi ku
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Terhumban rasa diri ku

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Kau pinta ku supaya setia
Akhirnya kau yang berubah

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Temukan ku dengan ketenangan
Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa daya ku

Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena
Kerana ku masih teringat pada mu
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Pernahkah engkau fikirkan oh sayang


Malam ini, ku sendiri,
tak ada yang, menemani,
seperti malam-malam,
yang sudah, sudah
Hati ini, selalu sepi,
tak ada yang, menghiasi,
seperti cinta ini,
yang s’lalu, pupus

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
kekasih yang, baik hati,
yang mencintai aku,
apa adanya
Mawar ini, semakin layu,
tak ada yang, memiliki,
seperti, aku ini,
semakin, pupus



Thursday, November 25, 2010

now im change....






rahsia kami....

hye,,,,,,skunk ak da ready nk cte pasal si dia......
ex ak mse ak kt uitm mace.......
mle2 ak benci sgt kt dye......sbb mse 2 dye group tarian gn ak....tp xbg komitmen...sbb dye ketua group.....last2 kteorg gak yg kne mare gn senior.....senget btoi kn....ak bnci dye tp ak xknl mke dye...jz taw nme jey.....nk taw kew nme dye......hahah...xyah la taw.....
pas2 mse ujong sem ak kne g BTN.....mmg bnci la sbb ak mmg xske msok utan....tp demi mbe2 tcyg ak pom join la gk....tmbh2 ak mls nk gdo gn bella...taw2 jey la pragai minah 2 cm ne kn.....
hahahah,,,,,
pas2 kt BTN 2 la ak knl gn dak yg ak bnci slme 1 sem tnpa tgk mke dye....
hahahah.....
2pom ak knl dye sbb ak merayu gn dye nk soh dye 2ka group gn bella...dak 2 group ak....ak nk soh dye 2ka group cm ak wt la...sbb kt BTN 2 ak xgne nme ak..ak gne nme aini,,,,,,,,,ak de tpu2 cket la sbb ak nk group gn k.ila...heheh......lau kantoi mti ak... 
pas2 dak 2 mmg senget la dye ley jey wt mke slmber ckp xnk 2ka....mle2 2 cm bmnt...lg la ak bnci kt dye....pas2 dye ske wt pragai lax 2 ...ske dtg lmbt...smpi group ak yg kne denda.......mmg skt ati sgt2....tp lme2 2 ak dpti dye bek gak la...dye tlg mek lauk tok ak.....mcm2 la....kekdg dye backup ak gk.....mse presentation......sejax pd 2 ak xde la bnci sgt gn dye....tp yg wt ak menyampah dak2 niey dok gosip ak gn dye...ak xtaw la npe,,,,smpi skunk rhsia 2 msh mjd rahsia....yg plg wt ak ske kt dye sbb dye pndi smpn rhsia...wlpom dye taw ak bkn nye aini tp dye xbgtaw kt sape2 pom,,,,,bek gak kn,,,,jeng2,,,,,puji la plax,,,,,hahaha.....
pas hbs jey BTN stat la cti sem.....n mse 2 la ak clash gn adib,,,,mmg lost...mmg down....msk jey part2,,,,,dak yg ak bnci 2 msg ak......bg phk mbe dye....n kt c2 la kteorg stat jd mbe n akhirnye rpt.....byk yg jd antra kteorg...nt ak cte ag ek....

Monday, November 22, 2010

ego kew ak?????

hai............
ak dlm dilemma....
smlm ex bf ak kol.....dye ckp pasal hal kteorg dlu....
dye ckp dye terpakse let me go cos de org ckp ak da de bf br....
yes....ak admit mmg ak de rpt gn sumone 2....tp smpi skunk ati ak still kt ex bf ak sebenanye......
tp ak xngaku kt dye.....ego kew ak ????????????
2thn ak 2ggu dye...ak sggp tolak org lain,,,,sbb smpi skunk ak syg dye...tp ble dye tnye ak xngaku,,,,sbb ak malu...lg 1 ak xrosakkan hbgn dye dgn awex dye skunk.....
bia la sme niey berlalu cm niey jey...it is better lau dye xtaw yg ak syg dye ag.....
mgkn niey jln terbaik tok kteorg,,,,
tp tok ak time another guy,it is hard 4 me.....what should i do....??????
adakah msh de peluang tok ak gn dye???????ataupom just let him go....jgn kco hbgn dye gn gf dye......
ak buntu......

my sayang....


i want to know him....

hahaha.......just wanna share about diz story......
this story is happen a year ago....
but still bear in my mind....
mse 2 otw nk g claz.....1st claz 4 dat sem...
so bsmgt la nk g....hahah
mmg pki cm nk g catwalk la time 2.....
gan pki kurung moden yg ketat nye....kst 3 inci....
jln gn bgga nye....hahah
tetbe cm ne la ley tslh lgkh..
ak jth tsungkur kt lantai....agk mlu la...ase cm nk menyorok lam almari la gak....hahah
pas2 ak tnye la teah,,,de org npk x.....dye ckp xde,,,
ak pom lega gle la....
msk claz gn bgga nye...
tetbe teah ckp de bnda nk bgtaw...sebenaye time ak jth 2 de sorunk laki 2 npk,,,,
ak pom tnye la ak knl kew x...dye ckp xknl sbb dak 2 senior...ak pom lega la....smpi jey kt claz,,,tetbe dak yg npk ak jth 2 seclaz gn ak,,,mmg maku gle la...nsb bek dak 2 pemalu...ak arap dye xcte kt mbe dye la....malu siot...
dak 2 da senyum2 da tgk ak..mst dye teringat pasal hal td kn,,,malu nye ak.....bnda 2 la plg ak xley lpe lam idop ak....and yg plg xsgke kn ak ley lax falling in love gn dye..opssssssss,xde la falling in love just minat jey la....sbb nye,,,
dye 2 bek,,,sopan,,,,kuat agama,,,,xcm ak kelam kabut,,,perangai pom hampeh jey.....hurm..mmg hampeh...hahah






Sunday, November 21, 2010

song 4 him.....


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

bengang.............

ak sgt2 skt ati gan sorunk pompuan gle 2..........
pe hal dye ske cr pasal gn ak....
pe ak wat sme xpuas ati...
sedangkn ak xpena pom bkwn gn dye.....
sggp dye wt cte smpi mnyebabkn ak mkn ati selame 2thn......
xsgke dye 2 talam 2 muka.....
ak nyesal knl gn org cm 2.....
ak arap ak xjpe org cm dye ag......